Monday, August 30, 2010

Faded Contemplations

Whats the population of the earth? ~6 billion.

whats an even more important population is the number of humans who have lived throughout

the history of human kind. i dont know the answer. i would guess around 500 billion.

maybe more.

now this is important. because





lived. a life.

but they also died. they had a life and it dwindleled down till death. they experienced death. much more than you and i can say.

i mean. when you or i experience death. its so personal so much of a big deal. its like prom. except more personal still. like graduation

one of those things people experience once. except still more geniune. but yet. 500 billion have experienced it. strange heh so many though

it really seems like those thoughts or experience have to take up space. maybe theres a part of the universe that contains human thoughts and pasts and feelings.

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Sunday, August 29, 2010

Drunken Words are Enlightened Thoughts

theres a picture
by this world

you can
see it if you open your eyes
what do you see
when you turn on the tv

you see an advertisement
what does that say
about humans

it says profit.

thats it. thats all you need to know.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Might as well write shit

What do you do if you are given something that you feel like you don't deserve? Now i'm not talking like someone giving you a pretty cool gift or something. I'm talking about your average guy getting the girl of his dreams. How does one react to this? 
I have always been pretty humble, maybe even too humble. Its hard for me to accept compliments, i am working on getting better at this seemingly easy task. But i guess this causes me to see this gift, opportunity, whatever you wan't to call it as something that is tough to deal with. I wish things could be simpler in my life. If i get the girl of my dreams my life should be like a Jack Johnson song or some shit. I shouldn't deeply contemplate whether or not I deserve this shit. I should just smile and move the fuck on with the great ride.

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